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  • Well this is a hot mess
    Okay okay okay, this blog started out on Blogspot in 2005 and ran there until 2010 (which era's worth of posts are, unbelieveably, still out there; Just Bing It!) before I moved over to Wordpress for sporadic posting until about 2019. Then my hosting provider decided to merge with another hosting provider that I didn't like and so I was like, whatever, I'm just going to go roll my own thing! That was a delusion I had because my lady and I also had just had our second baby. (He's 2 now. What the
     

Well this is a hot mess

Okay okay okay, this blog started out on Blogspot in 2005 and ran there until 2010 (which era's worth of posts are, unbelieveably, still out there; Just Bing It!) before I moved over to Wordpress for sporadic posting until about 2019. Then my hosting provider decided to merge with another hosting provider that I didn't like and so I was like, whatever, I'm just going to go roll my own thing! That was a delusion I had because my lady and I also had just had our second baby. (He's 2 now. What the hell.) And then anyway a global pandemic hit and, well. Well. It's 2021 now and I'm seeing if I can get this thing running again, for some reason. (Reasons like "sometimes it's nice to scream into the void for more than 280 characters at a time" and "why not, nothing matters anyway, lol".)

Anyways, I've moved over to a custom-built Eleventy-based site hosted on Netlify and I think I've actually gotten all the Wordpress content imported over (thanks, Smashing Magazine!), except for the images, because I think I forgot to download all those before my old hosting provider imploded. So if you're looking for the 2011-era typewriter posts, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Anyways, does anyone even blog anymore? I've had a weird reading year. I might try blogging about it. Does that make me retro-cool, yet? Who knows. Nothing matters anyway. LOL.

(Also I apologize for basically everything about this site. It's May 2021 and I can't remember half of what I did last year to configure this site and anyway the world is still basically, completely fucked. So!)

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  • It's a newsletter, now
    I don't know that anyone randomly lands on this page these days, or whether I actually have RSS working correctly here, but if you do, or if I do: hello, I've reinvented the blog as a newsletter! I'm five issues in now, and it's actually going okay. You can subscribe to Thumb Drives and Oven Clocks: the newsletter about books that used to be a blog about books if you are interested. Do say hello, if you do.
     

It's a newsletter, now

I don't know that anyone randomly lands on this page these days, or whether I actually have RSS working correctly here, but if you do, or if I do: hello, I've reinvented the blog as a newsletter! I'm five issues in now, and it's actually going okay.

You can subscribe to Thumb Drives and Oven Clocks: the newsletter about books that used to be a blog about books if you are interested. Do say hello, if you do.

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  • It's a newsletter, now...still
    I still don't know that anyone randomly lands on this page these days, but I'm also definitely certain I think that I did not actually have RSS working correctly here, so on the completely off-hand chance that you're out there and you're subscribed to this blog...hello, I've reinvented it as a newsletter, and with six issues under my belt, I'm starting to feel like maybe I'm actually going to stick with it. You can subscribe to Thumb Drives and Oven Clocks: the newsletter about books that used
     

It's a newsletter, now...still

I still don't know that anyone randomly lands on this page these days, but I'm also definitely certain I think that I did not actually have RSS working correctly here, so on the completely off-hand chance that you're out there and you're subscribed to this blog...hello, I've reinvented it as a newsletter, and with six issues under my belt, I'm starting to feel like maybe I'm actually going to stick with it.

You can subscribe to Thumb Drives and Oven Clocks: the newsletter about books that used to be a blog about books if you are interested. Do say hello, if you do.

...and all that said, I'm realizing I actually could still use the blog, for, like, stuff. So. Who knows. We'll see.

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  • Issues Twelve and Thirteen are out
    Issue twelve came out a little while ago and issue thirteen just came out yesterday. How fun! Find them both in the archive over here. Also go ahead and subscribe. Make me feel good. In other news I'm thinking maybe I'll stop resisting the tides and move from TinyLetter to Substack. In other other news I also wonder if I shouldn't move back to the blog actually. I don't know.
     

Issues Twelve and Thirteen are out

16 November 2022 at 15:00

Issue twelve came out a little while ago and issue thirteen just came out yesterday. How fun! Find them both in the archive over here. Also go ahead and subscribe. Make me feel good.

In other news I'm thinking maybe I'll stop resisting the tides and move from TinyLetter to Substack. In other other news I also wonder if I shouldn't move back to the blog actually. I don't know.

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  • The lights are on
    Just a quick post to say the lights are on over here, if a bit dim. I'm working some stuff out under the hood that should get the power flowing a bit more smoothly, soon, I hope.
     
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  • Welcome back (again)
    Hello, world. Again! I've rebooted the internals of this site—nerd business, that—and now I should be able to actually post to this site again. The way I probably should have always been able to post to this site. Which hopefully means, yes, actually posting to this site again. Seeing as, as far as I can tell, Substack continues to decide they prefer having Nazis rather than me on their platform. (Though I guess if they change their tune someone will need to tell me, since as of som
     

Welcome back (again)

30 November 2023 at 21:38

Hello, world. Again!

I've rebooted the internals of this site—nerd business, that—and now I should be able to actually post to this site again. The way I probably should have always been able to post to this site.

Which hopefully means, yes, actually posting to this site again. Seeing as, as far as I can tell, Substack continues to decide they prefer having Nazis rather than me on their platform. (Though I guess if they change their tune someone will need to tell me, since as of sometime yesterday I turned off all notifications from the site; maybe they'll send me a "we miss you and we like you more than we like getting money from Nazis and so we got rid of all the Nazis" holiday card or something?)

Anyways! I've moved almost all of the newsletters out onto this site, though I haven't thoroughly proofed it all or anything yet, so forgive me for whatever breaks. I've also slightly adjusted the starter design of this site to something more starter-but-adjusted-slightly. I don't mind it, but I know I'm going to want to get weird with it, too, at some point.

Honestly mostly I hope what this means for me is a return to more blog-style content about what I'm reading, half-baked thoughts what's going on in the lit world, and confused hand-wringing about the youths and their tropes and their TikToks. (Newsletter-issue style content was fun but also kind of stressful.)

One thing I will miss is the comments at the end of the newsletters. It was always nice whenever I did get a comment. In the meantime if you want to tell me how wrong I am about a book I liked or a newsletter platform I have abandoned, you can chat with me on Micro.blog (to which this blog should still syndicate, I think, if I didn't break it?) or on Bluesky (which I'm still holding out hope isn't about to become a total cesspool) or Mastodon (which I'm really not very active on at all but if you say hi there I will eventually say hi back!).

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  • What I'm reading these days, Malazan edition
    I've been a fan of Steve Erickson, the literary author, for a long while now, which means that, in my earlier days, my snobbier days, not infrequently would I come across Steven Erikson in my searches for new Steve Erickson books and get briefly excited before realizing Steven Erikson was some, yuck, clown-town fantasy author, ugh god as if, at which point I'd raise my nose so far up that tiny bears would crawl into it to hibernate for the winter, and then I'd quickly move on with my snobby, su
     

What I'm reading these days, Malazan edition

I've been a fan of Steve Erickson, the literary author, for a long while now, which means that, in my earlier days, my snobbier days, not infrequently would I come across Steven Erikson in my searches for new Steve Erickson books and get briefly excited before realizing Steven Erikson was some, yuck, clown-town fantasy author, ugh god as if, at which point I'd raise my nose so far up that tiny bears would crawl into it to hibernate for the winter, and then I'd quickly move on with my snobby, superior, literary life.

Flash forward a bit and I am an old now and the world is horrible and so badly needs to be escaped from at every possible turn and I am so all in on Steven Erikson's Malazan Book of the Fallen series.

For context, I've been looking for my place in the fantasy genre for a while now. Like, I wrote a little bit in the newsletter a while back about how I really struggled with the first book of the Wheel of Time series. It was "the least fun I've had with a book in years" and I can safely say amnesia about that experience has not kicked in yet; when it does I expect to feel some temptation to go back and try to make it through another book of that series to, like, get to the good bits, at which point I expect the amnesia curtain to drop and the horrid tedium of book one will flush back into every fiber of my being like some unlocked core memory from my brief stint in Hell.

Which I reiterate just to draw the contrast with the Malazan series, which is a notoriously difficult fantasy series, so I've read, and which series I've spent quite a bit of time as I've been starting to read it not entirely knowing what was going on, and yet nonetheless I've just rolled directly from book two into book three, entirely to the detriment to the entirety of the rest of my TBR pile, as the books in this series only seem to get longer with each new volume. There's an event horizon waiting for me somewhere down this road, I just know it.

It is fun. I am having fun.

It has the quality of being deeply immersive, in the sense that there is a lot of world and a lot of lore to be discovered and combed through and picked at here, none of which is ever exactly clearly laid out; there's a lot of hinting and a lot of dribbling out of information and if I'm feeling less kind it can feel a bit gimmicky, a little bit difficult for the sake of it, but for whatever reason it is working for me a lot. Like, I really would not typically read series books back-to-back like this, because of fatigue creep, because of all the other books I need to get to right now, wasn't this the year I was supposed to read Proust straight through ACK, but the vibe is right and it is fun and I am having fun.

Books two and three are probably the right choices for this kind of thing anyway as book two splits off from where book one ended to tell this whole other story in the world and then book three returns back to the setting of the first book, more or less, to pick up threads concurrent to book two but back on more familiar ground; I'm about 200 pages in and for as much of a challenge as book two could sometimes feel like (where am I? who are these people?) book three has been a lot of fun in a sort of "ah, hello old friends" way. And a "oh, hello new friends, too" way. And also in a "oh, the prologue introduces some business that's set literally 200,000-plus years before the main action of the series, cool cool cool, what am I doing with my life right now" way. It's great.

Or to put it another way, book two, that one took most of the book for me to understand the shape of the book I was reading, either because the book is complex in shape with numerous disparate threads winding through it or because I'm a mild dummy, whereas book three has a very clear shape and direction from the start, and it works off established territory and characters, which has made it surprisingly easy to sink into. I'm really looking forward to seeing where all this is going and I guess there's always next year for reading everything else in the world, right?

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  • Empire Disorders
    Ed. note: I had this longish issue of the newsletter going earlier this year where I talked about a handful of different books but I never published it because the issue never felt right; like it didn't actually sound like me, like I was self-consciously wrestling with some interesting ideas but I never quite managed to do the words good-right. But now that I'm back in blog-land, it seems relatively harmless to share these, because I do like these books, and I think maybe I was on to something
     

Empire Disorders

18 December 2023 at 17:51

Ed. note: I had this longish issue of the newsletter going earlier this year where I talked about a handful of different books but I never published it because the issue never felt right; like it didn't actually sound like me, like I was self-consciously wrestling with some interesting ideas but I never quite managed to do the words good-right. But now that I'm back in blog-land, it seems relatively harmless to share these, because I do like these books, and I think maybe I was on to something interesting here. Maybe?

So: here's a slightly edited (but still weird-feeling to me) bit from that lost issue.

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A man goes missing and an investigator is sent to find out what happened to him. Thing is, the location's Jupiter, the investigator's a lady with a skitch more emotional IQ than Sherlock Holmes, and her Watson-like companion is her ex-girlfriend. That's the set-up for The Mimicking of Known Successes, the new novella from Malka Older.

So, yeah. I loved it. I'll admit that after having become a fan of Older through her Centenal Cycle trilogy I wasn't exactly sure the pivot to the "cozy mystery novella" genre would play out, but once in a while the right book lands in your lap at the exact right moment, and this was exactly the book I needed when it arrived. I've been feeling more than a little anxious lately, and comfort reading, reading to feel better, is alright, y'know?

That said, for being a novella, it's a remarkably expansive one. It's no mere gimmick that sets the story on Jupiter—specifically, on a network of stations and platforms set on rings that circumnavigate Jupiter; Older both finds a way to write about post-apocalyptic humanity in a way that is not overtly terrifying and in a way that serves the fundamental narrative mechanics of her story. As I'm googling around for reference notes here I'm also reminded of how much Older reps for the importance of and the joy of competence in characters, and I'll admit that while knowing her investigative duo was a strong-minded pair with complementary skillsets, that layer of competence was so smoothly integrated into the story it flew completely under my critical radar. (Ed. note: yeah, "critical radar"? Someone was trying a bit too hard here.) Which, also, I suppose, is a good thing; perhaps it shouldn't need to call attention to itself? Either way, great, fun book, and I'm already on board with the fact that she's turning it into a series, with at least one more novella on the way.

Then by sheer coincidence, I think, I had Older on the mind when for my next book I finally picked up A Memory Called Empire by Arkady Martine, which I'd heard described as a bit of old-school, classic space opera. Though there's some big space energy present in the book the focus skews a bit more toward the political intrigue end of that spectrum, as an ambassador from a remote, independent space station is summoned to the city on the world at the heart of a galactic empire, under mysterious circumstances.

Generally speaking, I liked it without loving it, though without giving too much away, I'm left with high hopes for the sequel, A Desolation Called Peace, which I'll certainly read as well. (Ed. note: have not read yet, still plan to, got distracted.) I think maybe what I found lacking isn't exactly fair of me to note, but I feel like if I'm reading a story about an empire I'm going to be most drawn in when I can feel like I'm mentally pushed to feel the bigness of the thing I'm reading about, and with the relatively narrow focus of the story on it's primary character and those in her orbit investigating the mysterious circumstances around the death of her predecessor it was maybe hard to ever really feel the scope of the backdrop of the empire as a true thing or setting against which the main story was being told. (Ed. note: in other words, it felt like a small story against a big backdrop; I wanted more big stuff. Or at least I think that's what I meant.)

Which is fine, of course, because, for one, I still have a reread of The Expanse series coming up sometime in my life, which nailed that whole scope thing for me so well, and because there really was much else in Memory that I did feel drawn in by. The main character is pretty delightful, there's some cool cultural and technological contrasts at play that create some interesting frictions within the story, and the story treats language as an intrinsically interesting thing.

Which, of course, it is, and which, as well, is what got me thinking again about Malka Older, specifically about her concept of narrative disorder:

This comprises both the addiction to narrative content that has made, say, Netflix such a success (and long before that serial narratives on radio and in magazines, and before that bards and other purveyors of oral history) and the sense that the narratives we ingest affect how we interpret the world, what we expect to happen, how we stereotype the people we meet and their roles in our lives, how we ourselves act.

Older works this fictional disorder into her Centenal Cycle books well, to great effect, on the personal level, with at least one of her primary characters being diagnosed with this as a disorder, in her hypothetical future. Martine seems interested in something similar, though, but at a cultural level, at the level of the idea of a nation or an empire telling itself a story about itself. It goes as deep as poetry serving as a narrative device in the plot of the book up through the gentle layer of near disassociation her galactic empire seems mired in as it perceives itself through the lens of its own near-timeless layers of storytelling, from ancient grand epics through to contemporary cheap serials; everyone seems to relate everything throughout the book to one story or another, not the least by the ambassador herself, who has pursued her position out of an odd love for the general idea of the story of the empire she's seeking to help her station resist. It's even when events become conceptually more real to a particular character—when the story starts to give way to a chilling reality—that one character has a near emotional breakdown. Great stories do need to end, but when they end wrong, the story itself is damaged in the process.

Which is all to say that if I'm not quite one hundred percent on board with the hype around this book—if I'm not quite sure I fully get it—I can say that this aspect of the story is the one that gives me a way into it, a thread I kind of wanted to pull on a bit more and more as I kept reading.

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  • Oh, hey, 2023 ended
    I’m not going to say it was a bad reading year, but I’m going to say I was maybe a bad reader, or not my best reader, for some portions of the back half. I think my mood got away from me for a while and some books that I either put a lot of time into or that I was really excited about didn’t land right. It happens. (And I guess that’s what perpetually saying I’m going to reread things is for, after all.) Still, of course, there were some real hits in there that I&r
     

Oh, hey, 2023 ended

I’m not going to say it was a bad reading year, but I’m going to say I was maybe a bad reader, or not my best reader, for some portions of the back half. I think my mood got away from me for a while and some books that I either put a lot of time into or that I was really excited about didn’t land right. It happens. (And I guess that’s what perpetually saying I’m going to reread things is for, after all.)

Still, of course, there were some real hits in there that I’m not sure I’ve mentioned yet. Lojman by Ebru Ojen (translated by Aron Aji and Selin Gökçesu) was particularly memorable. Combining my low-key love for stories that set folks against raw, primal-feeling backdrops (Trilogy by Jon Fosse did this a bit) with a fairly, shall we say, less-than-rosy view of motherhood, Lojman made for a quick and unsettling read. Highly recommended if you’re in the mood to get weird. (Thanks to Rebecca Hussey for this recommendation, though I don’t know if she knew she was actually recommending it to me at the time!)

I’ve read both The Haunting of Hill House and We Have Always Lived in the Castle and have loved both and have lived under the bizarre, misbegotten belief that Shirley Jackson’s previous books were not great, which record thankfully Christine set straight for me, leading to me picking up Hangsaman and loving that one, too. There were parts early on where I think I laughed out loud, which isn’t something I expected to do with a Jackson novel, one of which points was a fairly critical turning point of the book that was so upsetting but also just so well-put I couldn't help but laugh through my horror across the span of five or six perfect little words. Being in large part a campus novel the book also made for a mildly surreal read reading it over lunch breaks on the town square of the college campus where I work.

Earlier in the year I read Mrs. Palfrey at the Claremont by (the writer) Elizabeth Taylor and was just knocked out of my chair by it more than once. I know I set out a big ambitious outline of things I wanted to say about it that got lost in the rust of the rest of the year. It might be one from last year I’m most tempted to go revisit just so I can try to at least point out in better detail how it actually moved me.

I ended the year with Super Sad True Love Story by Gary Shteyngart which mostly left me feeling really depressed and anxious. I mean, it’s a good book, and it’s sometimes a very funny book, but, like, I don’t know. I saw the movie Idiocracy for the first time sometime last year I think and in ways the book kind of just felt like prequel fan-fiction? In the way that both works kind of hit differently when you’re coming to them today rather than when they first came out. Since Idiocracy came out we’ve had an actual literal moron television clown in the White House and since Super Sad True Love Story came out it basically became just a super sad true story about the world and also the moron television clown is somehow still around and ready to murder us all to get power back so he can murder us all some more. Which made it all kind of a tough novel to casually pick up and read for fun while I was, you know, already giving myself heart palpitations while also trying to enjoy the holidays with my kids, huh.

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