Rather than my daughter’s engagement being an amazing celebratory event, it becomes a whirlwind of the emotional backlash of memories I chose not to remember yet somehow, here come the emotions through the floodgates of every sick stomach churning, projectile vomiting, psycho-sob fest imaginable. Why so horrid? How could I dare crush this beautiful event? … More So this is how it starts…

Once my husband went to bed; I needed a few moments by myself, completely alone. I didn’t want to stay up and watch endless TV for hours, so I shut it off and leaned back into my couch and let the weed kick in. It was a nice day that turned to shit: planning an… Continue reading When the Light Enters You. ~ An homage to Omid Safi

Some days are just plain boring. Same routine, same schedule same agenda. Some days go by so fast that you can’t remember what you ate for lunch. Then some days last longer than a week. The days you keep checking the time to see whether or not fifteen minutes have passed rather than the hour… Continue reading Some days are just harder than others.

Some days are just plain boring. Same routine, same schedule same agenda. Some days go by so fast that you can’t remember what you ate for lunch. Then some days last longer than a week. The days you keep checking the time to see whether or not fifteen minutes have passed rather than the hour … More Some days are just harder than others.

Getting back to being me.

Getting back to being me.

So…. Have you used the phrase or, are you the someone who hates the phrase? Stating “I hate that phrase, it’s stupid, what does it even mean?” Let me tell you what it means, it means exactly what each individual word means. People who don’t like the phrase are the ones who cannot accept they… Continue reading It is what it is….

My Dad gave me some life advice recently and I have to say and 52, this was some awesome advice! “Just another life guide, I love you….Remember “It’s Mind over Matter!!! IF YA DON’T MIND! IT DON’S FUCKING MATTER…GO ON SMILIN’…GOD’S SAYIN’ YOU GO! Thanks Dad, you keep life in a very easy prospective. I… Continue reading Mind over Matter…

So…. Have you used the phrase or, are you the someone who hates the phrase? Stating “I hate that phrase, it’s stupid, what does it even mean?” Let me tell you what it means, it means exactly what each individual word means. People who don’t like the phrase are the ones who cannot accept they … More It is what it is….

My Dad gave me some life advice recently and I have to say and 52, this was some awesome advice! “Just another life guide, I love you….Remember “It’s Mind over Matter!!! IF YA DON’T MIND! IT DON’S FUCKING MATTER…GO ON SMILIN’…GOD’S SAYIN’ YOU GO! Thanks Dad, you keep life in a very easy prospective. I … More Mind over Matter…

My husband and I just finished the two part series on “AKA Charlie Sheen” documentary. I have to say I haven’t been able to find a stronger word than ‘Profound’ to cover it. Looking at our world right now, the loss of a young girl on a train home from work, taken from us by… Continue reading Love one another

My husband and I just finished the two part series on “AKA Charlie Sheen” documentary. I have to say I haven’t been able to find a stronger word than ‘Profound’ to cover it. Looking at our world right now, the loss of a young girl on a train home from work, taken from us by … More Love one another

Not sleeping is awesome when you are young and parting, and you have to work at 5 am. You just keep going; you shower, you eat a few eggs, you pop a red bull and well in the world of Ralph Macchiato “You’re Golden {Pony boy}”. But what about when you’re not in your twenties,… Continue reading To sleep or not to sleep.

Not sleeping is awesome when you are young and parting, and you have to work at 5 am. You just keep going; you shower, you eat a few eggs, you pop a red bull and well in the world of Ralph Macchiato “You’re Golden {Pony boy}”. But what about when you’re not in your twenties, … More To sleep or not to sleep.

When you shift your life to living transparently, you give yourself a tough conquest. It’s a silent battle within yourself amongst, well, everyone. Everyone you speak with, keep company with, engage with in passing, even at your place of work, but as hard as it is, isn’t it the ‘right’ thing to do? Transparency. Let’s… Continue reading To be ‘Clear’…

Once my husband went to bed; I needed a few moments by myself, completely alone. I didn’t want to stay up and watch endless TV for hours, so I shut it off and leaned back into my couch and let the weed kick in. It was a nice day that turned to shit: planning an … More When the Light Enters You. ~ An homage to Omid Safi

When you shift your life to living transparently, you give yourself a tough conquest. It’s a silent battle within yourself amongst, well, everyone. Everyone you speak with, keep company with, engage with in passing, even at your place of work, but as hard as it is, isn’t it the ‘right’ thing to do? Transparency. Let’s … More To be ‘Clear’…

“Pay it forward” was and always will be one of my favorite chores, if you can even call it a chore. For as long as I can remember, I have had this sickly fascination with paying it forward. From large to small, if I can, I’ve done it all. Although, I must be honest, my… Continue reading Pay it Forward

“Pay it forward” was and always will be one of my favorite chores, if you can even call it a chore. For as long as I can remember, I have had this sickly fascination with paying it forward. From large to small, if I can, I’ve done it all. Although, I must be honest, my … More Pay it Forward